Soon
In pieces, like mud-clumps fall, and gather, collect high
Press up my thighs and hug my lungs, the inside, where i cant breath
Or reach out for help...
You cant even hear me
My screams of insanity pounding hard against my eye lids
And its just my lips you see moving too and fro... up....
And down...which end up making funny sounds to ya ears
You take-in as Silence
One...Two stabs to the heart, my heart that you can obviously see try to beat
Fight for just that little piece called love, a small burning flame...light, that simple heat...
Can only warm the soul if you'd just let go of ya strong hold
There, right there I can feel the struggle between two worlds
The enamie and the Inner-me clash, rise and fall like two entwined bodies making love
Only this love is devastating, threatening to ya spirit, the soul that connects you
With beyond what this earth can understand, and offer you
The same kind of love that can whisper sweet-nothings LOUD and CLEAR
Making your body quiver with the vibrations of wasted emotions and tears
And Yet... you still cant hear me, refuse to hear as you stand there, while
Reflections of my being stare longingly back at you...
Soon it will be over.
By: Jen L.B.D. (Ldylove)
